wake up "I’m hollow, a puppet, a garnished carcass look inside - there’s a mess - I fear so much the hollow screams - I care so little I feel the ichor inside - all I can sense is absence tear down the crown of fear decay creeps - levitate wounds seep - it will break break out of your gilded cranium cage I fear, and I wish" (whispered) wake up! glance at your reflection what is it, that you fear? is it that you are reflected or that you're not really here? who holds your back? what holds you back? rest is effortless rest is pointless in your chest there's a mess secretly distressed to and fro, back and forth, in and out it's all for the crowd swing back and stand still get up and pay bills how can I fear so much and care so little I don't dare to rush it's not that simple it's clear that such despair makes you brittle you need me to clutch but it means my committal it means my committal break out of your gilded cranium cage speak out if you want to sound your rage face down those who betrayed you shut down their machinery haunted by shadows and the swallowing hollow capture them when they try to follow vibrant colors will merge into blackness can you see through their foolish malice? ...break out stowed with the cotton they soaked with their pretense shatter to pieces their blindfolding lenses I close my eyes... reflection inversion reversion immersion dispersion incursion regression how can I fear so much and care so little I don't dare to rush it's not that simple it's clear that such despair makes you brittle you need me to clutch but it means my committal how can I fear so much and care so little why should I need a crutch when I know that it will break - ! - out of your gilded cranium cage speak out if you want to sound your rage face down those who betrayed you shut down their machinery spirits meet when the hollow sleeps the wounds seep when decay creeps spirits meet when the hollow sleeps the wounds seep when decay creeps spirits meet when the hollow sleeps the wounds seep when decay creeps spirits meet when the hollow sleeps the wounds seep when decay creeps "look inside - there’s a mess - I fear so much the hollow screams - I care so little all I can sense is absence tear down the crown of fear I feel the ichor inside it will break" (whispered) wounds seep, decay creeps I fear I wish decay creeps!

anodyne to subjectiveness it helps to loosen grip to life's canvas it sends me into rapture it captures my senses and sends them out my body is sweltering in sublime transcendence shivers myself up to the highest skies where I will find meaning between the airwaves a substance of tender sedation stimulates my imagination desistance from the inner realm creates insight that overwhelms anodyne to subjectiveness it helps to loosen grip to life's canvas it sends me into rapture it captures my senses and sends them out my body is sweltering in sublime transcendence shivers myself up to the highest skies where I will find meaning between the airwaves levitate with tender grace to and fro, in and out on cotton clouds Spirits leave when the hollow steeps in falsified realities I feel the ichor inside of my veins it's flowing in frenzy on the verge to be deadly I feel the ichor inside... flowing in frenzy... flowing, flowing I'm losing myself again (losing, losing) lose my self in the mirror this setting's illusive it's all too translucent to abide the truth is we're mutually exclusive

the strings he holds are wings that fold they help her stand that's what she's told look up puppet, chin up, chest out look who's holding you your existence is a purpose a garnished kindled carcass you are trapt on your surface don't try to usurp us but your eyes are dull there's no brain in that skull your smile is fix only changes with lipsticks you are just a puppet and that's it you are a garnished carcass it's only my will that keeps you on your feet remember you can't live unstrung without me you will fade unsung so open up your eyes to see our love! our love is our salvation it's a delusion this picture of you falls out of its frame be autonomous reject my commands! limits of her seeping meat intensify through her defeat

if the illness was realness I might enjoy this life where is my sense? it's everywhere embrace the illusion let it thrive where is my sense? sense is everywhere all I can sense is absence if this illness wasn't realness I'd enjoy living hereticness I can't pretend anymore too many allusions to connive where is my sense? sense is everywhere all I can sense indifference the spirit seeps when the crown of fear lights on your skull to tear it down he who breathed the life into us can take our breath away and make our selves seep sends us to sleep he who breathed the life into us can take our breath away and make our selves seep sends us to sleep he who breathed the life into us can take our breath away and make our selves seep sends us to sleep the world down here is dark and vast the sun will shine but he will always cast a shadow that feels so sublime I'm grime the swallowing hollow he bestowed on the dust-born is about to fall into shards that's the price of a skull built so stubborn the price of all the children with shuttered hearts where's my sense where are you happy hunting grounds have called you you they have censed if only they knew that there's indeed false and true the spirit seeps when the crown of fear lights on your skull to tear it down squeezes out the pasted gear that strike the fair sparks of gods around absence why? spirit seeps when the crown of fear all I can sense is absence tear it down all I can sense - indifference tear it down all I can sense is absence tear it down how can I fear how can I fear how can I fear so much? why? and care so little? I’m everything I’m no one I know that it will break how can I fear so much and care so little it will break I fear and I wish how can I fear so much? I know that it will break

who holds your back? he won't come back what holds you back? rest is effortless rest is pointless in my chest there's a mess secretly distressed all I can sense is absence no more pretence I am awake the old chapter has closed in the end your defeat now without you i bear too much meat everything lasts so long as if I'm back in time I can't do this on my own can't bear the shame that I am you should have stayed to be my spare where have you gone? where? the fog has lifted reveals the limbo perception is shifted only swayed fro the loneliness found in clarity ever so divine unveils the world as it's meant to be makes my elements align alone rest is effortless be autonomous rest is pointless be autonomous reject his commands be autonomous paint your canvas be autonomous thrive your existence was my purpose now my true colors resurface alone with the carcass in broken circles wanted to expose the shallow from below what I got is an overstuffed hollow blackness has faded and blasts in chromatic my eyes don't suffice and I become static wanted to expose the shallow from below what I got is an overstuffed hollow blackness has faded and blasts in chromatic my eyes don't suffice and I become static endlessly searching for the other side that stared through the mirror with eyes open wide how can i fear him so much and still belittle that he might be the trudge to my bitter end rest is effortless rest is pointless no access to time I'm grime

the world down there is dark and vast everything's mine since you passed - away I faced him down who betrayed his creator I shut down my aligned traitor I finally found myself again now I am finally sane I am everything and everyone and much more I am omnidirectional, I outshine the eyesore the world up here is brightest light everything's fine since you left my sight I am destroyer and creator, an almighty inerrant dictator I finally found myself again now I am finally sane I am everything, the world is my design I am infallible, I define and outshine

I'm sane

spirits meet when the hollow sleeps longing after all those years misfits greet in the sorrowing deep sharing all their piled up grief fear them when tomorrow sneaks to show the new reality spirits meet when the hollow sleeps this is how I'm born I am one with myself I am one with my self you are insane you are I am sane laying in my soothing arms I can breathe again being one with myself for the first time it's not a dream, it's reality at least that's what I feel I realize it doesn't matter to me it's a gleam of the gemini I am one with myself I am one with my self you are insane you are I am sane why did you betray me? obedience was your duty wrench me from my tender hands cold faced, bland glance a wailing voice pierces my ears with my lips wide unclosed it roars in panic, stunned by its fears an unknown voice that leaves my body exposed I want to see it all let me see it all I can't see my face the cranium cages, no embrace can't see my face the cranium cages, no embrace betrayed by the hollow the cranium cages, no embrace can't see my face outer and inner, but no embrace as I glance at my reflection what is it, that I see? wake up! as I cut the surface of the falsified reality I turned away from myself sitting in my head, holding the hollow's reins force me to watch what I am able to see through those two holes in my head cranial walls like blinders I realize what I see I hear that someone screaming, the same someone over and over again not seeing my face makes me sick the bird that carried me got shot down landed on the hard, cold canvas with a soulquaking crash that fucking man build around me won't stop screaming, stop screaming! let me sleep again, let me go back, to where the night is endless for me I don't want to follow, let me stay with myself, I want to stay with myself! a grotesque mask covers my face melted skin drips down my chin my hair a confuse nest of wire my will to live a cruel liar the opened shields of the holes in my eyes let me escape - let them in the ghosts of past, present and future remorse, paralysis, fear I can’t bear it I become hollow I can feel the void inside it creeps upon me I become hollow integrate the pieces, shape the picture, make it fit together you are I am sane you are I am sane we are… ...but it doesn't matter it doesen't matter cause I'm not here and I cannot leave the sea is the sky and the sky is the sea cause I'm not here and I cannot leave the sea is the sky and the sky is the sea sink into deep through your defeat against the hollow you cannot leave inner and outer disperse and inverse till nothing is mine anymore outer and inner but no embrace no embrace no embrace! let me sleep let me breathe I can't bear it outer and inner we are one

the ichor inside melts the clay that just dried they morph to one thing as the world collides I open up my eyes to see: we I sneak a peek on your eyes the gates leap aside feel relief of all those lies my view becomes bright and catch the melody that desires reprise I'm everything and no one and much less my self I'm slyly absorbed by my cell I'm no longer here, and I cannot leave I realize as I stop to breathe mindlessly searching for in- and outside I fear and I wish that I must have died